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Friday, May 19, 2006 11:52 PM
having such a shitty feeling now.. its like y things can juz keep happening one after another?? izzit juz a coincidence or god is putting me thru a trial juz to test how strong i can be? first breakup thingy, nxt friendship thingy, and now my foolish bro!!!
i mean y a 14 yr old guy cant juz think of outcomes before doing things? today was the first time he let me experienced the fear of being alone... i was alone, frantically searching while crying.. out alone.. no one was there to help me.. not even him...
from tt moment, i realised i can depend on noone, except myself...
y ppl changes? cant things juz be the same? argh, forget it.. i can nv understand...
i cant even care for myself now, wat for think abt others? maybe manda's right, i muz stop linking everything to him?? haha.. but hey! im jocelyn! i will be fine... dun need to worry i cant forget him or watsoever...
anyway, im looking forward to sunday zoo trip.. hope everything will be fun though i need to leave early... woohoo!!! quoted from FM and CP..
and ya.. im fucking tired.. but cant get to slp..
*god, cant u juz give me a better and simple life?? another blow, and tts it... im gone...*