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Monday, May 22, 2006 12:30 AM
i dunno wat im doing is right/wrong... i dun even noe wat im doing.. but i guess my mum think its wrong...
it seems like i dun even noe myself anymore... i dunno wat i wan...
im too tired to hate anyone.. too timid to love anyone anymore...
im scared i made the wrong decision, tt will make me regret in the future.. maybe i will even kill myself for it...
maybe all i can do is juz be the way it is now.. time will show... whether my decision is right/wrong.. i give myself one year.. till the time i graduate...
i really wonder by then, wat will life be for me? i hope it will be a perfectly great life for me..
and ya, if possible, i would like to undergo a memory-take-away operation... take away those unwanted memories.. if laboratories are looking for volunteers, can i be the first to do it....
till then, i dun wanna give a damn abt all those irritating thoughts and issues again...
*god, i already suffered so much... so please give me a better future.. i will appreciate that*