- *RoYaLtY LiFe*

Tuesday, May 16, 2006
1:05 AM

oh gosh! y had i fallen with such a guy in the first place!!! izzit surroundings change thinkings or its juz tt the thinking was there all along???!!!

those words and sentences are like juz repeating in my mind... i pray no victim would fall under this if tt happens...

he made me sad, he wanna make another one as well??
tts totally unbelievable...
no matter wat, having the thought was already WRONG in the beginning...

oh my, i still cant accept the fact tt those words juz came out from the mouth... am i hearing things??

ok.. at least now i feel much better... after knowing tts how he thinks...

honestly, i did feel a bit turned off and disgusted by tt sentences of words... thought when you reach 20, thinking should be more mature?

gosh, im really fainting.... ARGH... yyyyyyy???? i fallen for the wrong guy or wat? damn freaked out.. and i guess i totally expressed it out..

really unbelievable.. first time i had this thought in this period.. phew.. glad we ended early?

think the sis oso wont believe it ba.. faint faint faint...

nevertheless, i think this sun im still meeting him up to give him back those things? and ya.. if possible, get rid of tt thought from him.. its hurting ppl.. im saving lives..

after this conversation, those hopes totally flew away.. gone like wind man... nono, im nt looking forward to a getback anymore.. but i still need time to adjust myself and life ba..

think gonna tell my bro abt this tml.. freak him out tml.. haha... LOL

oh my, yucks!

*god, u cheated me... thought i fell for somebody worthy.. who noes the words come out like dashed my dreams completely.. and YES, I WANNA GET OVER THIS ASAP*

its simply frightening...

..250 thousand years of waiting..