- *RoYaLtY LiFe*

Sunday, July 30, 2006
11:57 PM

im infested with tons of projects.
cm, crm, whp, entre
and gosh, exams are reaching in juz 17 days.

i haven start revising on anything.
feeling so lazy now.
too lazy to do anything.
=X

changed my msn to live messenger,
and im like a idiot on tt.. lol.
so excited over small new discovery on it.

anyway, im still nt ready for any relationship,
at least nt till this sem's over.
think of those ques tt the others asked me is so cute..
nope, currently, he has no chance yet.
LOL =P

and syah drove us today!!!
how fortunate is me and cp..
and we finally saw khai!!!
well, he's caring in a way..
but it would be better if he gives her more freedom???
haha...

seeing frends around me getting their driving license, its tempting in a way.
maybe its time i consider taking it too.
wait till exams are over first.
and may dad sponsor me for it!
=D

and its so nice of fm to design the keychain for us.
i always think tt her hands makes nice things..
nice nails, nice keychain..
i can never have those skills man.
but at least i can still fold some stars, make some handicraft works.
=X

...neoprint time... (though its quite blur)

...circled...

...hearts in one...

...surrounded by love...

...cute rabbit...

...bubbles of love...

...a date in a garden filled with butterflies...

...when did manda have a black mole?? LOL...

...look at where's manda hand are putting at...

...wat a BIG mouth...

...lesbian tendecy...

..250 thousand years of waiting..

Sunday, July 23, 2006
1:30 AM

phew. juz completed my part of qm ppt. had a long time preparing it.
and ive completed whp company profile
wonder if its enough. if nt, tml meeting then edit ba.
damn tired and hungry already.
didnt finish my dinner juz now

and after getting a shock juz now tt led to my anger,
i think wo qi dao er..
angry need alot of energy.
gosh, forget it, ive already digested wat i had found out already.
and after thinking, its actually not worth it to have any emotions over tt kind of person.

wth... disgusting idiot. juz ruin the entire world and human race's image with u inside.
should go vomit already.
LOL

eewei & KK, i got something to share with u gals. i'll tell u both soon.
may u guys recover after the shock as quickly as me. =X

Retribution will fall on you soon
I believe god have eyes to see

..250 thousand years of waiting..

Tuesday, July 18, 2006
11:31 PM

saw her again in sch.
like wth. been seeing her every tues???
when she with him, i nv see her at all. after breakup then i saw her, so izzit a better thing? at least nt so paisei. LOL..
but she's still stupid enough to keep in contact with him. after so much lies and etc and esp after two gals go and talk her round.
kk was right. dunno is she juz dumb or naive.
and ya, she looks so different in real life. so diff from the pics. LOL. even eewei said the same thing.

and yes, tt gal cant be trusted AT ALL. im nt gonna tell her anything. she's a contradicting person. say one thing do the other.
and ya, sry guy, i dun wan to do this, but soon i shall take actions. kk wans it this way. and we all think tt u deserve it. even frends think u got a sucky attitude. how much can a person change?

oh ya, i saw weiling today. she was pretty stunned too when i had a conversation with her.
LOL. guess no one expected tt. a pretty good mask he has made. but too bad, im gonna tear it away soon. dun blame me for it, u brought it upon urself.

im nt affected anymore. i juz think we gals need some justice over here.

and ive been SOOOO busy this few wks, rushing for reports, tests, gatherings, planning of holiday trips etc. think i will get knocked out sooner or later.

and eewei, thought u wan to call me. in the end nv. slap u!
maybe meet up at thurs??
tell me again k.

and tml's entre test is a torture. and clubbing's on tml! =)

..250 thousand years of waiting..

Sunday, July 16, 2006
11:09 PM

had been too busy with projects this few days to update abt my gathering on fri 14-7-06.
finally a day when everyone was there.
ying, jas, yan, billy, bella, pat & of course ME, joc.

went to seoul garden at marina square for our lunch. LOL =X
i guess we were the onli grp who made so much noise, regardless izzit in the train or at seoul garden.

gosh, and we are meeting up again this coming wed for clubbing. =)
my schedule for this wk:
mon- do qm & crm script at home.
tues- sch and revise for wed entre test
wed- entre test & clubbing, staying overnite at pat house
thurs-sch & practising crm script
fri- crm ica & cp bdae celebration.

god, think i will get knocked out by sat.

anyway, we already made plans to go genting & kl together instead.
cos thailand is practically a no-no for most of us.
nvm, make it for nxt yr trip then, since we will be having a yrly holi trip together. =D

i simply love my life to the core now.
everything is going smoothly for me. (except tt projects are piling up)
lalalala..

and here are the pics of our gathering:

ok, sry. my hair was "abit" messy. and look at jas - she's totally like a baby who's using a bib.

a "reunion" pic of us..

2 of our celebrated bdae babys..

remember, we've already celebrated this 4 gals bdae... and its coming to my turn soon! hehex.. get ready my present ba!

guess who's missing???

close up

the 2 Bs & me..

see. she copied me. perm hair + 3 quarter jeans. LOL. nvm, we are the best of best frends! =)

i was made pregnant by her!! (ok, its juz the wind effect) =X

look at how we laugh.. LOL. so unglam. and u can never guess wat we were laughing over.. -_-"

finally, a nice one after much laughter.

we secretly took this behind jas & pat back. and in the end: a scolding from them... =(

he's my angel guy! =P

nxt coming up is my genting trip pics:

sometimes, blur is a good thing.

look at how messy can we be... and we even brought a own set of speakers - thanks to cp! =)

now u noe y our room is so messy.. cos im busy!! with this... LOL

wan to shoot me? i use my "quick run" tactic...

yes, we took a bus to london and we are back!

waiting outside the "haunted" house.. =X

yeah, i can definitely go in for this ride.. cos i pass the HEIGHT LIMIT!! and for wat they intro tt???!!!

im coming up the hill..

me & cp waiting..

back to my childhood days...

do i have the potential?

..250 thousand years of waiting..

Thursday, July 13, 2006
2:05 AM

i think if i gonna see shi ying again nxt wk, im gonna fall in love with her..
LOL!
ive been practically seeing her everyday since last wk. today went with her to city hall to collect those bags for their presents.
my god, and i didnt noe the difference in size is so big.
ying arz!!! i really dunno how to comment. haha..
nvm, quote the idea from pat: use a bigger packaging to make it look BIG!

and i didnt realise i didnt wrote tt i met ee wei tt day.
sry lah gal, forgot arz.. i too busy updating myself for ur sake leh..
and ive lots to update u again.
eh, i nt bad ba, got news so fast. maybe nxt time if i cant find job as a hr personnel, i can interview a position of a entertainment news reporter. =X

i think ive improved today with them. hope they feel it the same way.
but when one side is ok, the other side juz go haywire.
when cant it be balanced??

honestly, i dunno y jas became so sensitive..
and now cos of one msg, the upcoming gathering on fri dun seem so attracting anymore.
ying and me sarcrificed our project meetings juz for the purpose of meeting up in one whole grp.
jas should clarify with me if she dun get my meaning. y she wanna distort it and let all this become sorta dispute?

watever it is, i already poured out my feelings to pat abt this matter.
i dun wanna be classified as being petty..
so i think i shall personally wish her happy birthday tml.
tml's sure gonna be a busy day for me.
fri too...

and i pray we can finish the hrm project in time, with quality work.
im pressurised by the weightage of this project.
cant i juz be a happy student without worrying abt projects, tests, results etc.
i think tt will be in my dreams
=(

god, are u allowing me a chance to see the "bugis cute guy" again?
LOL! =P

..250 thousand years of waiting..

Tuesday, July 11, 2006
11:27 PM

today's ~~"lucky"~~ happenings:

1. saw her after hrm lesson. she was juz walking right behind me though still abit distance away. should have expected tt was her cls when i saw familiar faces.

2. saw her again during qm lecture when i went out to shopping arcade to get some stuffs. didnt really notice initially till i sense a pair of eyes looking at me. look up and "deng deng deng deng"-- there she was. met her at the linkway to cheers. she was practically giving me the look of fearing tt i may eat her up any moment. HELLO!! i dun even quite like to eat meat, wats more human meat? LOL =X

ok, luckily theres still some ppl tt i met tt cast away the ~~"lucky"~~ happenings.

1. met billy at mac. and luckily she reminded me to give birthday wishings to bella, cos i didnt even noe today was 11.

2. met shi ying at lvl 2. though i often saw her in sch, but she always makes my day! discussed about the 3 da xiao jie birthday prezzie.

3. met serene at cheers. didnt saw her for a long time. was worried initially tt she couldnt handle her life. but was glad to see she is fine though abit ragged.
BUT one bad thing is :- she told me she juz met her bro before tt. I was like -_-".. ok... everybody associated i've already bumped into. this one i definitely dun wanna "BUMPED" into.

4. had dinner together with David (sis bf), bro & mum. and we was discussing about their wedding arrangements. and now then i realise marriage is so troublesome and chinese traditions are so complicated and inflexible! oh pls, y cant grandma sit together with them? NONSENSE. i dun care, im gonna stick to grandma wherever she sits. hmph!

i guess wats the prob with me regarding my silence during chatting sessions with them.. fm enlightened me! hope i can have some improvement tml.. =)
and gals, pls dun worry, the past entries are definitely nt abt u all.

=) its a happy day after all.

..250 thousand years of waiting..

fri's outing is confirmed.
everyone is coming! and i shall make sure we taking prints.
i guess onli me, pat & billy going to thailand on sept.
wonder hows pat "in-law's family meeting" went..
LOL.. hope everything went fine for her or else i fri sure see "black face"..

this two wks totally went broke. have to buy presents and treats etc..
anyway, mum ask me go teach a tuition class of 5.
i mean though juz sec 1, but pls lah.. i have no confidence!!!
crazy! if one or two still ok, ask me teach 5??!!!
really thank my mum for so appreciating me.. =X
but i really do need $$$ to support my spendings.
i'll consider it first. hmm..

anyway, have been "updating" myself on their recent happenings.
and i almost want to kill myself for living in the same world as them.
wahaha. i was like "wth, y u ppl have such thinkings? so immature and ridiculous"
even my bro, onli 14 yrs old, oso find their thinking funny and ridiculous.

when so many things happen already, u can juz go saying "frends" here, "frends" there.
isnt it too fake? y are u pretending tt nothing much happen when something already happened??
dun be naive. things cannot be the same after all tt has happened.
ya.. "tts wat frends are for", "me & my frend".
i mean, pls, its such a childish behaviour when both are acting like tt.
grow up kids.. cant u guys juz face reality? god should really put u both individuals thru some trials to let the brain of urs think and grow.

i guess eewei will understand and agrees with my thinking. right?? LOL..
as for the rest, i shall save it for my "bitching session" with eewei.

tml still need to contact the rest of the gals.
wat a busy wk.

and i onli have a 2-day sch for this wk.
yipee! =)

god, everything's so nice nw in my life.
but it will be even perfect if u let me meet the "friday bugis guy" again.. LOL.
=X
so pls, make my life perfect.

..250 thousand years of waiting..

Saturday, July 08, 2006
11:26 PM

was busy with outings recently.
and i practically had been seeing pat and ying this few days.
billy asked me out today too.
but i rejected her..
COS MY GRANDMA CAME!!
miss her so much..
my beloved grandma.
well, i told her im single already. and she was like "good! study first. u still so young. and he dun suits u anyway"
i almost burst into laughter.

had been organising holidays trips and gatherings recently till im so stressed out.
checking rates, schedules of everyone, and locations to meet etc.
organising such a big grp can be tiring at times, esp when onli one person are doing it.

well, bella said theres election on oct.
i really dun wish to cancel our holiday trip to thailand.
shall go check it out.

anyway, i saw a damn cute guy last nite at bugis mos burger!!!
even pat oso commented tt he look cute, and resembles a korean star..
OMG!! we even made eye contact!
i saw him when i was leaving. and i looked up, and i saw him. both of our eyes juz clicked the moment i look up.
and i think he was talking abt us when we were walking off.

tt was the first time a guy ever made my heart pump so fast.
pat and siping said tt was the ever first time they see me so shy.
feel so regretful tt i didnt went to get his no. or at least a picture.
sad. guess wont have the chance to see him again.
spore is still quite big though its juz small red dot on the map.
till now, i still recalling the moment i saw him.

..my heart was captured from the moment i set my eyes on him..
..can i ever see you again???..

..250 thousand years of waiting..

Thursday, July 06, 2006
12:46 AM

juz finish my draft qm intro part.
think gotta sleep soon..
so tired from the gathering with jas, ying, pat, billy today...

my god, though we have nt been meeting up for the past few mths, but it seems like we always have lots to chat abt. so glad i have this bunch of sec sch frends.

well, bought a topshop voucher of $50 for ying and treated her for dinner.
and now its time to get troubled over jas and yan's prezzie...

anyway, we've already discussed all the upcoming gatherings and events!
yeah!
firstly, we gonna meet up again for yan and jas belated bdae celebration nxt fri.
secondly, on the following wed, we will be going clubbing.
thirdly, we will be going "beaching".. LOL. nt yet decided when..
and most importantly, we will be having our 7 yr anniversary on the 3rd of Jan nxt yr!!!
the day our life intersects.. i will make sure EVERYONE turns up! =P

didnt took any pics today.. shall leave it till nxt fri when almost everyone will be there.
a "FULL" gathering is all i wished for.
updated half of my happenings to pat. think she gonna bug me for it.

im glad god let us met, and allow us to continue our friendship till now.
i cherish and love each and every one of u all.. the '8' gals!

...jas, ying, yan, joc, billy, bella, pat & j.ying...
our names shall be linked together now and forever
=)

..250 thousand years of waiting..

Tuesday, July 04, 2006
1:35 AM

was bitching with ee wei the moment i signed in to msn..
ok, i admit our topic was "the childish HIM & the naive gal"
weird to find out they didnt patch back.. tts nt his "pattern"
maybe he really did had other gals to flirt with...
pity the "naive gal"

and ya, so wat if ur friendster profile has hit over 1000?
tt does nt prove anything..
and this shows how childish is the person to think tt he's popular cos of tt.
anyway, i think i contributed to the 1000s..
cos i need to link here and there..
LOL
or else where the hell can i get "news" to talk abt...
ok, im juz a bitch tt bitches around. =X

and yes, some guys are juz jerks when it comes to relationships!
didnt even knew "he", once my frend, was like tt..
if a gal can be hurt till tt extent, you muz have did something terribly wrong..
yes, it didnt concern abt me at all..
juz empathizing with her..
juz pondering how can some guys juz be another person when it comes to relationships..
FAKE & HYPOCRITES...

watever it is,
such guys, please dun even appear in my life..
i dun even wan my circle of friends to turn rotten juz cos of such jerks frends.
disgusted is all i can feel now..

..250 thousand years of waiting..